I seriously cannot believe that it has been 5 months since we lost our baby.
I was thinking about it the other day and we would currently be 2 months away from giving birth to Maveric. Rob and I have been talking about what we should do on October 15th to remember him, but haven't made any official plans.
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It can make you crazy to think of those dates, and yet they come creeping up on you anyway. My first little one was due March 1st, and my second was due May 25th. I'd be about 6 months along with my third. I chose, for my own sanity and as a way to move on, to commemorate my first two little ones as a tattoo, which I had done on March 1st. http://mommyodyssey.wordpress.com/2011/03/01/my-two-little-butterflies/
The third loss happened after that, so I'm not sure if I'm going to do anything, if at all. It's sad, but I guess it gets easier with each one...? I don't know. But I love my two butterflies, and they symbolize every one of my babies. Getting them done on the first due date was very freeing. I may add a third, but I'm not sure yet...
I am going to head out of town over Gavin's due date. I wanted to be somewhere so my hubby and I can be together and do something special for him.
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