Sunday, March 20, 2011

Seriously?!

It is late on Sunday night and I am tired but I wanted to give an update. 

I have to go back to the Doctor's tomorrow. Not back to work as planned, but back to the Doctor's for an ultrasound. 

I passed some HUGE clots tonight and am experiencing some serious cramps. 

The Dr. on call (who is also the doctor who did my D&C) thinks she may not have gotten all the tissue out of my uterus last week. I will either have to have a shot to pass the rest of the tissue or will have to have a second D&C. 

Tears commence.

I just want this to be over. I miss my baby and I want to start healing. We both need to heal. 

I will be sure to let you know what happens after our appointment tomorrow. I pray that I will get good news and be able to move forward and look towards the future.

XoXo.

5 comments:

Jamie said...

Good luck to you. I know how hard a loss is, and these reminders do nothing to soften the blow. (Jamers615 from TB)

Connie B. said...

Praying for everything to be alright so you can move forward and feel better.

missohkay said...

I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope the physical part finishes soon so you can focus on healing emotionally. It's hard (I know all too well). Hugs from LFCA.

seekingshirley said...

I'm very sorry for your loss. Sending you prayers and virtual hugs. I hope all goes well today.
-Blighted ovum and LFCA sister-friend

Jenn said...

I'm so sorry that you have the continuing trouble. Hopeing this all comes to a close for you soon, so you can begin your path of healing.